School of Hard Knocks

Is there really existed such as a shoulder to cry on? can someone actually be a good listener to our cries? Does therapy or counseling works? I doubt so. So many times, it had been a dead end. There is only The Mighty One that can release us from sorrow and hardship. But that is not the issue now. This matter has gone too far to be resolved. Matter had gone out of hand. RAM is full & corrupted. Am all happy & jolly & healthy outside but it is in fact rotting & dying inside. The words of an acquaintance lingers in my mind, why bother keeping something that hurting & killing you? Yes that person is a bit crazy but it made some sense. There is only one thing that will set everything straight. I know it very well. It is just a matter of when and how now. Just need to prepare, need to be strong, need to be brave ...